Struggling …

As I sit here this morning pondering all that He is downloading on me and all that He is calling me into … It seems so easy not to listen, not to change, not to be set apart.

Right now, being set apart feels like a battle, not a battle of His will versus mine, but of my flesh versus my spirit!  I really don’t want to stand apart in this world, because that brings unnecessary attention, and seems really hard! I want to hide under a rock and not come out so that no one asks what He is doing. Because what He is doing in me looks really different to the world around me.  Continue reading